its only until recently i have truly realised the type of person i am and the pains this has caused people i know and love. i fall in love to easily, befriend people easily but then it happens i hurt them, rip their heart straight from their chest and leave thme empty.
this is not beacause im a bad person, i just move around alot make friends in places far from home and leave, this has happened many times before, deep down i see it, the tears people will cry when ive gone, the things that will be said and the empty space i will leave behind. i know my self as the Soldier of Hatered, for that is what i am. i return to the people ive left in time much like a traveler will return home, and most of what was there before is restored with a simple smile. but deep down i know it wont last long and ill soon eb gone.
weather i want answers to this im not sure i just want to hear your views on this, your thought for this is how ive lived my life for years. please leave a comment anything even if it just to say hi.
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Hi ^^ We're pretty much the same. I also fall in love with girls very easily but now, I don't date any girls anymore... Not for a while i mean. It doesn't matter if you have to leave sometimes. Everyone follow his own path. Look what's ahead of you and don't hesitate. Live fully. I'm still wandering around countries. I miss my friends that I cannot see, a girl that I love as well.. I want to settle somewhere, later, I'll still travel coz i like it somehow... but don't loose hope, you'll eventually find what you are looking for.
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=] im gald im not the only one, and i have given up on relationships they destroy morew than they can possibly create. do you feel that when your far from home you are complete ?? asif not being at home is home ??
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I so know how you feel. You come into someones life, make an impact, then you get bored and find something or someone else that is better. This doesn't mean the feelings you had in the past weren't sincere..
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You live for yourself, not others.. if you are realy worried about the damage you leave behind, call yourself the butterfly. That you fly on pretty quikly.
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i am exactly the opposite to you, i am someone who hates leaving others and cannot bear to think of goodbyes. i fall in love easily and make friends quickly like you, but they are the ones who leave me behind. not intentionally, they are just following their own paths in life and i havent found mine yet. in less than a year, all my freinds are leaving for university, my best freind is going in the army and ohtre peole i truly care about are going to move on with their lives, while my life will fall apart. i need other people around me because i hate the thought of me being the only constant in my life. you should not feel bad though, life constantly changes and you are taking opportunities that present themselves when you can. it is something i wish i could do. we only live once, don't you want to say you took every chance and lived it to the full? i knw you are not happy with the way you always move on, but let me tell you i would give anything to have the strength to do that, and not be the person who gets left behind. i dont know if this will help it was more for me to get my thoughts down really.
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why do you leave so much? is it that you are not happy being in one place for long? is it that you just want to discover what else is in the world?
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You cannot help what ou are, in fact you should be aplauded becase ypu know yourself. What I would suggest is that you need to go one step further and define what traits your ideal/complementary partner have and to imagine the reality of that relationship.