her I stand after the wreckage of losing my whole career I worked so hard for, bankrupt, trying to find where I belong. I feel useless and unsure of where my life is going. I have no income at the moment, and have a hard time working for anyone because I am so depressed. I pray that I will be given insight to what it is I need to be doing on this earth. My career gave me so much joy, I helped a lot of people, gave it everything I had, mind, body, soul, finances…only to end in ruin…and why you ask…all for love that is why. Yet I find myself exactly where I wished I was but yet didn’t realize the sacrifices I would make to get here…resentment sets in now, thoughts of ‘it’s not worth it’. No meaning to my life. I use to be a beautiful vibrant being , people loved to have me around, I made people happy, I gave with my heart, I gave gave gave…and they took…they took so much it riped the very soul out of me. No I am left in the dust…
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Darn, I hope the last poster is right and we shall end up better! Until then, I feel much the same way. I've worked and sacrificed like crazy for my profession only to find that it sucks the life out of me. Constant shortages leaves one exhausted both mentally and physically. Why, the dog at least gets a pat on the head. Nothing like that in my profession. Not sure what is next, but, do know that it's either the job or the attitude. So, how do you fill your basket when you're bankrupt? When the life is sucked right out of you?
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I know exactly how you feel.. I have been there once too many times.. all because of love... the next time i was in the same situation, I followed my brain.. but then i lost my heart... when I followed my heart... I went crazy... I really don't know how to help you.. but I know that I was never the same... I never went back to the "beautiful vibrant being" that I was... I guess what I could say is that we should never lose our childhood innocence... that simple thing that made us happy and nuthin else matters