but as I’m here I feel like I’m so alone… Loosing my family, and friends, and stability… and now I’m here with a job that I hate and where people treat me like crap… I don’t know what I’m doing, or wh i’m here… cause I feel liek the male isn’t going to marry me anyways… But I don’t want to go home, becuase there isn’t anything there for me… I don’t know anymore…
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hi there,since you are already there then maybe you can give it more time. it might just be anxiousness and pure adjustment you are going through now. learn to adjust on your own and if he is not going to marry you or if things won't work out then you can move out and start anew.
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try and make new friends, they will help you not feel so alone.
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do something for your self not for a man !
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where would you live if you never met him? where would you live if you didn't live home? i have been to every state but alaska. sometimes, you don't know what you're going to get when you go somewhere. no matter how much researching you do.
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Just do what is in your best, cause i don't think he realy cares about you (he did nothing to help you being at ease, eventhou you followed him and left all your old life). Pull yourself together and go back to your old life, you'll be surprised to see that there was people who cares for you and that you did not noticed. Anyway it's better than to stay where you are now, and being treated like crap!