ugh - i’ve become lazy about Everything.
i’m thinking of changing jobs (professions altogether, actually).
the one thing i was passionate about seems to have died altogether.
things are getting dire. and i can’t seem to muster up motivation to do anything, least of all the work i have going on now.
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What is the one job that you would love to have a go at (no matter how crazy or out of reach it may seem)?
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i'm not sure what i'd like to do, which is a big part of the problem. the only thing i really want out of life is to own a couple horses and make enough $ to compete. i have a law degree, but i hate lawyers and don't want to do it anymore. i only have experience working with horses and in courtrooms. and i have no idea what it is i want to do. physically, i could work in a barn full-time, but i'd have a hard time facing my parents. ugh.
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Make a list of your skills, make a list of the things you love, make a list of things you'd like to try and mix and match the different items and see what you come up with. You may surprise yourself, you may come up with a job not even invented yet but may really be needed. Can I just add that your life is meant to be experienced by you, for you, not your parents. You are accountable to yourself.
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wow - that's a great suggestion. i guess i'm just looking for words of motivation- and that helps. thanks, i'll do that. as for the parents thing- you're absolutely right. i've been down about the whole situation, a lot of resentment for yrs lost has bubbled to the surface.
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Yay!!! Keep me posted as to how your going. :)
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will do - we'll see how it goes. ~sigh~ being an adult is proving to be sucky but i'm the only one who can change that. blah. i have to come up w/ some sort of a plan. if i can get past my mother's yelling.
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LOL.you need cotton wool to put in your ears to block out scary mama yelling!!!!
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try volunteering, so you can explore new things